what no one will ever teach you is how to make sense of a nightmare

Just promise me youll think of me everytime you look up in the sky and see a star cause i’m a…

I’m a space bound rocketship and your heart’s the moon.

And I’m aiming right at you. Right at you.

250 thousand miles on a clear night in June.

And I’m so lost without you.

So lost without you

-em

Sometimes I sit alone, and carve our children’s names into the concrete
because a love like our’s is already, set in stone
so sharing secrets will never grow old

my love for you is endless, whisper than walk away
monuments of an undying devotion
no longer measured by the miles
between who we were and who we grew to be
from beneath the city skies, we find the meaning of life
in an instant we’ll find ourselves buried
knee deep in all of our hopes dreams and failures

and may we dream forever

and ever and ever
hand in hand we’ll find comfort in all of our misery

the moment I heard you say, ‘forever and always’
it was the day, i found a reason to scream towards the heavens
true love found me on a thursday afternoon
wide eyed and ready to accept the notion of holding on, to a steady heartbeat
so listen to my heartbeat, it will sing you to sleep
our memories are nothing, without you and me

we’ll die young and beautiful
but angels dont watch over angels
no one is perfect
now realize each of our scars, they could never keep us apart

tonight we’ll pledge eternal love and end our generation
as they’ll continue to fuck every skeleton, within our closets
love ones left chasing shadows
and the worst is yet to come

kiss me, we’ll never hurt again
as we drown in remembrance
my love, I call your name
as were swallowed whole

but never fear what you can’t see
never trust what you may never feel
replace the ghost of our abandoned souls with pain

‘I love you!’
she said,’ In hell we will find ourselves entrenched in flames, but never apart’
as soulmates for the soulless, seeking tonight, we walk the city skies
hoping to find the heavens we once left behind

in every fear I’ve placed faith
and I found the reason why this world of suffering
coincides within our hearts, a struggle to live a life that once was our’s
suffocating, so suffocate the memories
the statue of what we once worshipped, only to show
the world that even in death, we will never be apart for all eternity

ill never close my eyes again.

remember when would just wake up and not get out of bed all day?

but it was okay.

because we both knew we were having more fun then anything else we could have been doing

remember when everything was okay?

and we were clueless about our future ?

and the fact was… everything was going to fall apart.

well, he is back. and i am out. fuck

i try to forget the way you put on your chapstick that day. i miss sleeping.

i wont stop trying to get with you.

i wont leave all that behind

The days are longer.

“there is a better guy and he wrote this song for you”

I’ve said it before, kissesonthursdaysmakesundaysnotsobad come Monday.. I’m still alone. for now.. I’m stuck in Monday thinking about Thursday.

7th page? 9th page?

not much thought went into this little piece here.

i dont know why, but i thought that this day would never come. i was having to much fun. i was loving every second of being with her. i would buy her shit. she would laugh at every dumb thing i said. Everything we did, every little conversation, every little smile, or dumb face we made at each other, all the stupid shit we would laugh about, it all just made us so much closer.  

why i thought this day would never come.. i don’t know. but it happened. he came home. also known as…. we are done talking. fuck

(a while ago)

i tried to write today. it wont work. it just asks you to stay. its you i miss.

like this would make a difference.

follow me around? fall for me? fall and don’t get hurt?

not going to work?

Cellar door? Covered in snow.. beautiful. like you. Now will you fall for me?

again.

where did all of my motivation go?

I awaken to another day
-She’s nameless

-she’s faceless
The beating of my heart serves as a clock
Watching our loved ones decay as we slowly die unloved
Ticking closer towards my death
These words I’ve shared
These things I’ve felt
They are meaningless
Life is meaningless
Everything in this world dies alone
I’ve turned into a monster
Creation through destruction
Beauty is no longer a picture of heaven
It’s just an illusion

Nothing completes me

ill take a break from my emotions and write you a song.